I Am Still Alone:
She thinks she knows
He thinks he understands
Yet I am still alone
“Everyone has experienced that”
“Trust me it is normal”
They say and walk away
They say they love
It is said that they care
I remain alone.
In the dark corner of my mind I remain
They say
“I’m always here”
But there is no one
I see no one
I’m a supernova about to explode away from all celestial objects in the universe
What they say is a lie
So I will be alone
I will be with the only person who understands
I will be with somebody true
It is good I am still alone
Overflow:
Almost reaching the top then the bar gets higher
It continues to grow in an uncontrollable rate
The fail to reach enough makes me start over
Vicious cycles attack me
So close but I never can accomplish
Then all the way back down again I fall
Fall back into the necessities of the world
I watch from down below seeing all the people reach the top
They eye me with pity
But no one can help assist me up
I drag myself lower and lower
I dream of an overflow, to be more than needed
Enough and more
Yet I stay behind what I continuously hope to surpass
Never full, never more
Nothing ever there to fill it up
They Don’t Know:
Innocence but you take every burden
You love but keep the unconditional loneliness that you are brought up with
Giants step on the speck of dust that you made yourself to be
You know of your rightfulness, however power drowns inside you
You see through yourself in the midst of your reflection
You hate then love it
It has been beautiful, it has been astonishingly horrible
No one sees the beauty though
No one ever has
The ugliness underneath beams through even with your rightfulness
Limited time keeps them blinded
You aren’t worth the dread of patience
They don’t intend on discovering your beauty